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Coding/Design: Yours-Tragically

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There is emptiness inside of me.
Wondering what's so empty that needed to be filled up?
Something always yearning out to, to what?

Until that day, the emptiness was filled up,
that particular feeling came back again.
It was wondrous,
It was filled with energy,
It was as if basked in the rays of happiness,
Unimaginable, cannot be illustrated, yet beyond the realms of words,
But not long before it came, it went away...

The emptiness came gushing in yet again,
filling up drastically like the waves of the seas,
yearning out yet again for the feeling to return,
when will it be back?
when will this body be filled up again?
The only thing to do now and for the time to come,
is to clinch onto the tinge of light amidst the darkness,
to hope and wish for the feeling to be back,
to fill up the empty soul.

I somehow lost my sense of direction and purpose in life.
I do not know what I can do.
I am afraid of the unknown.
What's waiting ahead of me?
Should I really defray from the original course or
Do I stick to the original course where everyone's taking on?

等着你

我没有勇气向你
说一声喜欢你
也许再见你地等一年
虽然你已离开了一阵子
离开熟悉的地方的你
要分离
我眼泪就掉下去
我会牢牢记住你的脸
我会珍惜你给的思恋
这些日子在我心中
永远都不会抹去
我不能答应你你
是否会知道我对
你的feelings
但我敢肯定的是
我会等你回来
等着你回来
Waiting for you

改编至张震岳的 “再见”

Fortune Centre, 23 Bencoolen Street (Diagonally Opposite Sunshine Plaza)

It's my HAIRCUT day today, damn happy to be able to trim my hair!

Met Mr Dic Dic today, he went all the way to Haar Attic to find me even though the other guys decided not to meet up, what a friend sia! Will miss him when he goes Aust to study.

Ok my main topic is to introduce Basil Alcoves to you guys out there.
It's a small cafe situated just beside the road. Nice ambience except for the noise of the road.

The Menu - Appetizers, Main Dish, Sides, Deserts etc. I find out that the price of the pastas are reasonable, average ranged just below 10 bucks, except for one or two seafood pastas which I remembered correctly slightly above 10.

I ordered Shrimp + something, forgot the name. It was great, reasonable filling and surprisingly a huge number of prawns (about 11) and they are QQ and fresh. Damn nice.
Dickson ordered the main dish - Duck sumthing. Very nice presentation of the dish, equivalent to that of the italian restaurant, which explains the price of the main dishes, mostly 20 and above but there 16 - 18 bucks dishes. I tried some and it's nice, and goes well with the special ingredients mixed with vinegar. It's really worth the money.

Not forgetting the Shiitake Mushrooms we ordered for sides. Simply delicious. When I think we should visit the cafe more often, there is no reason why YOU GUYS out there won't want to try.

Jason signs off

Today, let's us discuss the topic on cliques. Will be a short one since I am a bit tired after a long day outside.

Part One.

Everyone starts off being a stranger in a whole group of people in a new environment though there may be chances of meeting familiar faces in the group but usually the chances are slim. There are several criterias in forming a clique. Let's start off with strangers and strangers, these people are what I referred to as 'Fresh', they are the ones who do not know anyone in the group nor have any friends within the group. Thus when the situation forces them to interacts, they have no choice but to spark off a conversation or people will automatically come to interact with you. If there are no such environment that forces the FRESH, they won't be bother to start a communication unless they are interested with a particular person whom attracts their attention.

The second group of people are people who have friends within the group, either they come together or coincidentally meets each other in the group. They are the most influential people in the group, the most potential to form cliques within the group. The bigger their known friends in the group, the more influential they are. They are what I called 'Ripe' , they are the ones who choose people to be in their clique and not people choose them. Most frequently, they are the voices in the big group if they are vocal enough because they are comfortable with known people around, thus not afraid of the new environment.

The third group are what I called 'Half Boiled', they are the ones who has friends within the group whom they did know BUT they are either school mates/hi-bye friends/lost contact friends/simply friends' friends. Normally, our intuition will tells us that unless we are forced to interact, they are the ones whom we will first look for. Otherwise, can avoid then will avoid. At least that's my mentality. Thus this group belongs to the 'either clique' or 'not clique at all'. Quite a sitting on the fence situation.

So when this stage where cliques are formed, will there be any more progression within the clique?

What do you think? Humans are a 'difficult to decipher' species, there are bound to be arguements, disagreements and fights within these cliques. Worst situation will be internal politics, which symbolises destruction of a clique. Prays hard, this will never happens.
I felt that clique within clique are generally bad in a way that it brews disharmony within your clique of friends, which may states that you are more comfortable with that certain group of friends but not the other half. Means in general, unless there are a major occasion where everyone needs to be present, most of your time, you will be going out with your clique that were formed within the clique. It's good in a way that they tends to be the ones who knows you the best, common interests thus having more valuable time together.
But have you ever thought of what will be the feelings of the other people in the clique? Of course it will be that of unbalanced when that clique started chit chattering about their small small outings.
I guess such situation can't be avoided as time goes by. Putting this in the context of marketing. When targeting a new market, you will have to survey (which is the 3 categories of people you belongs to) then you will know what course of action you will take to enter the market (forming clique). So as time goes by, more competitors come into the market (all getting to know better of one another), the market began saturated thus need to find niche areas to target on in the market itself (thus forming cliques within clique because you are more comfortable with that certain group of friends).

My stand on this topic will be that it's neither good nor bad, but I am more inclined towards the good side because being in a big group, if you are not loud enough or funny or interesting enough, you will become transparent in the group, just absorbing and taking in everything like a sponge. Difficult to merge in unless the topics are the ones that you are familiar with. BUT within a the clique that you formed within the bigger clique, contains people sharing your similar thoughts, interest and etc. easier to be yourself and get heard within a smaller group.
thus it's better... in my context... or maybe it's just me la... take my comments with a pinch of salt.


Jason stops here..

Oh my god... tomorrow will be the day that I playing gooseberry, I should have guessed from the start that I should have my leg put into their boat, haha what to do... will it feel weird tomorrow? Hopes not.

I have asked this question umpteen times throughout my 22 years in this mortal world, what is it like liking or loving someone? Will you think of her like every hour, every minutes or even every seconds? Won't it be too drastic? Or just want to see her every now and then? Will want to give her all the nice things and sweet talk beyond your imagination. I had been through these experiences, it can be sweet when you really fall for that person but deeply miserable when you are in the state of a 'just breakup situation'.

Whatever... who cares... wait till I am in those two states, then I will think of solutions to solve them. Which is normally the fact. But have you ever wondered, why you fall in love in the first place if you had to go through such an ordeal after breakup. I am not saying that DON'T fall in love but asking the 'WHYs' do people WANT to fall in love?

I can't possibly answer the question too, but what I can tell you is that all the things in the world have 2 sides - POSITIVE/ NEGATIVE. Same goes for relationships, it can be the sweetest and most memorable things in the world or in your entire life but when you fall, it can be the deepest of the deepest abyss of sadness and sorrows that you can ever imagined.

It's our own choice then. That's why there are monks and nuns in the world who do not want to be involved in the realm of love relationships.

Jason signs off

Quite appalled by the news that I cannot get up the flyer yesterday evening to watch the NDP fireworks because the person said I did not book in advance. The problem is that I did to enquire about the details on the ticket collection. They said I would be available for all slots for 09 Aug 2009... very disappointed about it... it make me feel that it's my fault rather than the flyer's call centre people's fault, it really sucks when it's a miscommunication at their side about the collection tickets. Haiz... in the end, we did not go up... sadded.

Jason signs off